urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sssshaant sssshaant sssshaant 2008-10-22T20:19:54Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sssshaant:6329 2008-10-22T20:19:20Z 2008-10-22T20:19:54Z Do you think you're wasting your time on the person you like?<br />I was.<br /><br />Can you fill this out without lying?<br />Of course<br /><br />What's the last thing you put in your mouth?<br />a cig<br /><br />Have you ever kissed anyone named Matthew?<br />Don't think I have<br /><br />Can you play guitar hero?<br />Erm... not really.... <br /><br />Name someone that made you smile today?<br />My puppy<br /><br />How late did you stay up last night and why?<br />I was up till like 2am just thinking about shit<br /><br />If you could move somewhere else, would you?<br />Neverr I love Buffalo<br /><br />Ever been kissed under fireworks?<br />No... it'd be nice though<br /><br />Do you believe ex's can be friends?<br />Sometimes<br /><br />When was the last time you cried really hard?<br />Probably a month ago<br /><br />Where is your biological father right now?<br />He died a couple years ago<br /><br />Where are you at right now?<br />At home in my living room<br /><br /><br />What bed did you sleep in last night?<br />Minee<br /><br />What was the last thing someone bought for you?<br />I made Jeff get me a bag of Cheetos-the flaming hot kind (;<br /><br />Was yesterday better than today?<br />Don't think so<br /><br />Can you live a day without TV?<br />Unfortunatley no!<br /><br />What are you listening to?<br />Vacation to Hell-Chiodos<br /><br />Do you think relationships are ever really worth it?<br />I question that with every person I'm with, sadly. <br /><br />Last time you spent the night at someone's house?<br />Awhile ago-like years ago<br /><br />When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?<br />Gotta admit-last night.<br /><br />What are you wearing?<br />My flannel pj pants and purple hoodie<br /><br />Where do you wish you were right now?<br />Somewhere where I can get away from my own thinking<br /><br />Anything bothering you right now?<br />Yeah-alot of things<br /><br />Night out or night in?<br />both<br /><br />Are you more of an individual or an outgoing person?<br />outgoing<br /><br />What items could you not go without during the day?<br />My laptop, jeff, and my dog<br /><br />Last hug?<br />Damn no idea. <br /><br />How do you feel about your life right now?<br />I want to feel sorry for myself, but I have to be happy with all that I have.<br /><br />Do you hate anyone and why?<br />I can be pissed off at a person (which I am) but I can never hate them<br /><br />Why are you not going for the person you want to?<br />I blew it<br /><br />Are you looking forward to something as of right now?<br />Meetin up with the rest of the band and goind on tour <br /><br />At the moment, are you more warm or cold?<br />Very very warm =)<br /><br />When was the last time you saw snow?<br />Hmm-probably last winter<br /><br />Who are your favorite people to talk to when you&rsquo;re down?<br />Jeff, My grandfather, Hayley W., myself... lol<br /><br />Who was the last person to insult you to your face?<br />Tom.<br /><br />Who was the last person you sat next to?<br />Rocky-little dude's sitting here now (rocky's my dog by the way)<br /><br />Who was the last person who texted you?<br />Dave<br /><br />What are you thinking about right now?<br />A shit load of stuff.<br /><br />Do you smile often?<br />I try to<br /><br />Do you prefer an ocean or pool?<br />the ocean by far<br /><br />How long is your hair?<br />shoulder length<br /><br />Who told you they loved you last?<br />Uhm...<br /><br />Who's one person that could make you smile, even if they're far away?<br />My sis<br />&lt;/font&gt; urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sssshaant:5938 2008-10-22T20:08:54Z 2008-10-22T20:08:54Z <br /><a name="cutid1"></a>&nbsp;<a href="http://pics.livejournal.com/sssshaant/pic/00002hee/"><img height="240" width="180" border="0" alt="" src="http://pics.livejournal.com/sssshaant/pic/00002hee/s320x240" /></a>Haha we're matching.<br /><br /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sssshaant:5497 2008-10-01T00:17:33Z 2008-10-01T00:17:33Z <a href="http://pics.livejournal.com/sssshaant/pic/00001re8/"><img height="240" width="320" border="0" alt="" src="http://pics.livejournal.com/sssshaant/pic/00001re8/s320x240" /></a><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-size: medium">Haha got a new webcam- I'm such a dork. </span> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sssshaant:4648 2008-09-06T12:04:42Z 2008-09-06T12:04:42Z <br /><p>My life is like a maze. <br />Just when I think I'm finally at the finish, I'm hit with a dead end. Stopped in my tracks and pelted with reality thats more brutal than ever before.<br /> It's just a maze. But the walls are high and made of stone so I can't break through.<br /> I look around and it's only me in this predicament. <br />It's only me in this shell I've molded for myself.<br />Shaant, you screw up. You screw up bad. <br />I wonder if all of this is even worth it anymore.<br />I wonder if I'm who I thought I was. <br />If I've changed. <br />Or if I'm the same monster I was a year ago. <br />I need someone-anyone by my side. <br />Someone who understands Shaant. <br />Because quite frankly, I&nbsp;don't understand Shaant.</p><p>I&nbsp;guess this new leaf wilted.</p><strong>Shaant, you've screwed up. You've screwed up bad.</strong> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sssshaant:4482 2008-08-24T00:03:08Z 2008-08-24T00:03:08Z &nbsp;<a href="http://web.mac.com/shaant/ShaantDidIt/Podcast/Entries/2008/6/6_Food_For_Thought.html">http://web.mac.com/shaant/ShaantDidIt/Podcast/Entries/2008/6/6_Food_For_Thought.html</a><br /><br /><br />Don't hate. Appreciate.&nbsp;<br /><br /><em>It's food for thought.</em>&nbsp;<br /><br /><br /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sssshaant:536 2008-03-03T21:55:44Z 2008-03-03T21:55:44Z <p align="center">&nbsp;<font size="1">In every circle of friends there's a whore...&nbsp;<br />the one who dies inside a little more&nbsp;<br />but whose to say,&nbsp;<br />this is a social scene anyway.<br /><br /><br />friends only plz... =]</font></p>